Shattered Dreams, but Still Hopeful...

It looks like I might not be able to go to Antarctica anymore, due to some problems with the project funding. There goes all my dreams – shattered and flushed down the toilet. I feel disappointed, but not as disappointed as I would have expected. I guess it’s because I have been pessimistic about it since the beginning. I expected something like this to happen. My only hope now is that nobody else applies for that Research Officer position! I will just have to wait and see. Deep down, I still really want to go! And I pray that God will let me go, though the answer may be ‘no’.